Thursday, May 25, 2006

Hecticnessism

OH MY GOD, Kill me now. There is a homework deluge in my life!!! There are lab reports to hand in, english essays to write, literature presentations to conjure and math equations to boggle the mind and all this in ONE WEEK!!!! And worst of all is that my mid-terms are just two weeks away! How do people cope with all this at school? In life even? But thank goodness I have my friends. Thank You May, for helping me untangle my life a little. Things have been hectic these couple of weeks due to the downpouring of assignments but i think i'll live.
Well today i'm supposed to go to school but because my parents are coming back...i have to go pick them up instead...and i'm gonna miss cutting up a kidney today in bio lab. *sob* But nevertheless...i'm sick...lets see a light headache and a terrible running nose..i feel like a zombie now. Oh crap look at the time I so need to go now to pick my parents up so TTFN

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Friends

Friends.
You can't live with them, you can't live without them.
Friends are precious but BEWARE of those bad apples. Those gossipy ones which are just waiting for you to get lost so that they can stab you back bloody! Without a doubt, gossip might be thrilling but it will spell the end of friendship if it gets out. Believe me...it eventually does. Why do we backstab...why do we risk our friendship by straining trust with each other.
Currently,there is a lot of "high drama" (as my friends call it) going on amongst us friends. Fighting, lashing out at each other in blogs, ignoring each other. Those are just the beginning. I guess i have to admit it that this was all expected to begin with. In a team of friends like mine, there is just this complex group dynamic going on. Each of my friends have very distinct characteristics. Each is unique. But with that conflict is undeniable. Take the Alvin+Ivan vs. Gino conflict for instance....i don't even know what the hell are they fighting about. Why not you guys let each other people be. I do agree with Gino that people change and that is just the way life is. Without change, you're just going nowhere. But Ivan, you're right too. According to you, we have to look to ourselves. Examine the situation from every point-of-view before making false accusations.
The cause of this conflict...i don't know. Heck, I wonder if they themselves know what it is! I seriously hope they forgive and forget. Life is short. Why hold in all these grudges and make yourself an old miserable person you will be if you keep this up. And by the way Alvin, think before you speak. Honestly, sometimes you do speak without considering others' feelings. Put yourself in others' shoes first.
Anyways, I'd like to give a shout out to those people who are starting form 6 in SXI...good luck.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Newbie

Blogs...what are they?
Before starting this blog of mine, I have always thought that blogs were a complete waste of time. Pouring your emotions and gut feelings into the world wide web and putting it up on public display seems a pretty ridiculous thing to do.
But as my friends started to get caught up in this blogging fiesta, so did I. Does this mean i'm a hypocrite?
Blogs are not a complete waste of time after all. Infact, I think it is a medium for self-expression. It can convey your feelings and experiances to others and others might even relate their lives to yours!
However, there are some people who use blogs as a means to create this false elaborate world of theirs. Only living in this bubble enclosed in their own thoughts and unaware of the real norms of the world. (yes this refers to you Al)
But otherwise, I see blogs as completely harmless.